Achilles, Best of the Greeks (
refusetofight) wrote2025-02-08 09:11 am
For @messageforyou
Thetis wings slow circles above the shore in the shape of a humble gull. Of all the many shapes she could take, this is the most unremarkable to mortals. They’re a common nuisance, curious and daring.
This isn’t the first time Thetis has watched her unexpected granddaughter play on the shore. She’s been a seal, watching from the safety of the surf, a keen-eyed osprey roosting at the top of a tree. In animal shape, her emotions are no less turbulent.
The girl’s hair shines like flax in the sun as she delights in the waves and warm sand. Thetis might as well be watching a memory: those peaceful, lazy days with her son, bookended by the pain of his conception and the grief of his death.
Every time she visits, she promises herself that this will be the last. The same as she did with Neoptolemus. But she finds herself gripped by guilt. She could have saved her grandson from the vile mortals who would use him like they used Achilles. She could have hidden him away again, perhaps this time in her father’s realm. But what would be the use? They would still find him. Neoptolemus is still mortal. He would still die.
What do the Fates have planned for this child? Lord Hermes’ divinity shines bright within her. She’ll be coveted by mortals, yes, but not as a weapon—as a beautiful lover and mother to powerful sons. Thetis knows the special agony of that life.
But for now, Lyra is a happy child, delighting in a beautiful day. Thetis pulls her wings in to stoop lower until she can hear the girl’s laughter on the breeze. Lower still and she can see her smile. Against her better judgement, the aching protest of her old wounds, she finally lights on the sand a few yards away.
This isn’t the first time Thetis has watched her unexpected granddaughter play on the shore. She’s been a seal, watching from the safety of the surf, a keen-eyed osprey roosting at the top of a tree. In animal shape, her emotions are no less turbulent.
The girl’s hair shines like flax in the sun as she delights in the waves and warm sand. Thetis might as well be watching a memory: those peaceful, lazy days with her son, bookended by the pain of his conception and the grief of his death.
Every time she visits, she promises herself that this will be the last. The same as she did with Neoptolemus. But she finds herself gripped by guilt. She could have saved her grandson from the vile mortals who would use him like they used Achilles. She could have hidden him away again, perhaps this time in her father’s realm. But what would be the use? They would still find him. Neoptolemus is still mortal. He would still die.
What do the Fates have planned for this child? Lord Hermes’ divinity shines bright within her. She’ll be coveted by mortals, yes, but not as a weapon—as a beautiful lover and mother to powerful sons. Thetis knows the special agony of that life.
But for now, Lyra is a happy child, delighting in a beautiful day. Thetis pulls her wings in to stoop lower until she can hear the girl’s laughter on the breeze. Lower still and she can see her smile. Against her better judgement, the aching protest of her old wounds, she finally lights on the sand a few yards away.

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Their new surroundings bring to mind the worst parts of Hades’ realm. The places where shades go to suffer. Patroclus looks grim, but Achilles’ face remains as steely and serious as the day he faced Hector in battle.
“Yes, I would sooner negotiate with her whole self. No trickery,” Achilles confirms, unfastening the clasp on his cloak.
“Remember to beware her eyes,” Thetis reminds him, unwinding the fabric from her son’s shoulders.
“Who will accompany Achilles?” Patroclus asks anxiously. He can’t abide the idea of sending him unarmed and alone. Not when he has that look on his face. “May I join him?”
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“I— … we know your heart, Achilles. Your anger already simmers.” Patroclus has already made up his mind. He follows suit, exchanging his clothes for a tunic. In the process, Kelly’s Swiss Army knife gives him a moment’s pause. He’s not sure how any of the odd little tools could possibly assist them in negotiations with a goddess, but Kelly said it might be helpful somehow. “We can bring nothing?”
Meanwhile, Thetis gives Lugh a glance and foregoes a change of clothing in favor of an animal form: with a flap of wings she shifts herself into an osprey and alights on her son’s shoulder. She still doesn’t fully trust Patroclus, a simple mortal, to keep Achilles safe in this endeavor.
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Achilles’ face softens ever so slightly at Hermes’ entreaty. He pulls Hephaestus’ ring from his finger and Pyrrhus’ shell bracelet from his wrist. Both of these are placed reverently in Hermes’ palm. Achilles folds Hermes’ fingers over the keepsakes and presses a soft kiss to his knuckles. “I will not fail, magpie.”
He knows it’s not what Hermes wants to hear. Thetis puffs her feathers and flexes her talons as if to echo the sentiment—or assure Hermes that she’ll remain vigilant.
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Patroclus likewise gives a confirming nod. He doesn’t know how to deal with foreign goddesses—or any gods, for that matter—but he knows how to deal with his lover’s anger and hubris well enough.
Achilles turns to pass the gates and Pat falls into step beside him. He takes his hand in a firm grip, both to steel himself to enter the void and to steady Achilles. Stay focused. Don’t let anger get the better of you.
With each step, the two mortals and goddess-as-osprey are gradually eveloped by the thick, grey miasma.
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As they approach the gates of Troy, Pat renews his grip on Achilles’ hand. All the details of this gate are burned into his memory for eternity—as surely as Apollo’s strange and terrible visions.
Achilles returns the squeeze, but is quickly distracted by his mother:
That is her, Thetis confirms in a whispered thought to her son. The feathers on her head rise; she can sense the scale of the goddess’ power beyond this single, deceptive form.
“That is so, Lady Morrígan.” Achilles says with stiff formality, doing his best to tamp down the anger that’s run hot since speaking with the old man at the crossroads. “You have taken someone dear to me. You have taken him from his family. And as his father, I will retrieve him.”
Remember what you were told, Thetis urges, nipping Achilles’ ear.
“I see only part of you. I would speak to your as a whole.” Achilles can’t bring himself to be polite to this goddess. Not when she had the nerve to steal Pyrrhus away.
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Patroclus balls his fists around Achilles’ tunic. He feels echoes of Apollo’s visions of the future within the goddess. War, destruction, decay. He can’t bear to look at her. Instead, he focuses on Achilles’ face, his profile etched in the darkness by the Morrígan’s red, fiery glow.
Thetis sees the Morrígan’s face begin to emerge and she raises a protective wing to shield the mortals’ view. She keeps it raised even after the dark wings stretch into place. Thetis doesn’t trust the Morrígan to keep her own eyes covered.
What does a being of this magnitude want with one small life? Achilles’ righteous anger returns, evaporating all awe and fear. Patroclus can see the familiar shift in his lover’s face. “Mind your anger,” he hisses into Achilles’ ear.
You cannot speak to her as you would to the Olympians, Thetis adds, digging her talons deep enough to pierce Achilles skin. She is closer to a primordial. Chaos, Chronos. Treat her as such.
Achilles closes his eyes as he considers this counsel. He tries to imagine what Hermes would add to it. This is a negotiation. He’ll get nowhere by making furious demands like a hero-prince.
He cautiously lowers Thetis’ wing and says: “As I said, goddess, I have come to reclaim my son, Neoptolemus, from your service. I am prepared to negotiate for his return. I ask: what is your price?”
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Remember. Names are currency here, she reminds Achilles.
“Our names are not yours to have,” he says, chin raised in defiance. “We are two dead mortals, yes. Veterans of a long war, whose shades now belong to Lord Hades. And this is my mother, a goddess of the sea …
“Let us speak of my son, whose name you took.”
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She intends to test you, Thetis warns.
Achilles closes his eyes and focuses on his mother’s weight on his shoulder. On Pat’s hands pressed to his. They’ve chosen to join him here, to put themselves under the scrutiny of this terrible goddess.
His eyes open.
“Was he offered a choice? Did you tell him of the fate from which he was spared?” He pauses, swallowing. “I have often burdened him with my will, my expectations. As have many others, again and again. How are you different, goddess?”
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Thetis shifts her weight back and forth. What the Morrígan says has a note of truth. Fate is not to be meddled with. If Achilles succeeds, he might deliver Neoptolemus to his death. She doesn’t feel strongly about her grandson, but she knows his loss will cause her son suffering. This may not end how you would like, Achilles.
Thetis’ words go unheeded. Achilles continues, “Summon Neoptolemus. Allow me to speak with him. If I convince him to return with me, will you release him?”
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“He was ruined by other mortals and their wars, just as my son. Unlike his father, Neoptolemus did not die.” Thetis’ tone is matter-of-fact. “Death would have been a kindness. It may yet be—I have seen how mortals bound to this realm waste away.”
Achilles isn’t surprised by this answer, but he’s still hurt by it. He releases Patroclus and steps clear of both of his companions. “Their feelings about him do not change my love.”
His voice grows ragged, either from emotion or the smoke that chokes the air. “It does not change that his wife and son love him. Had he any choice, Neoptolemus would not have left them behind. He would not abandon his son the way I once abandoned him.”
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Contrary to her son, Thetis maintains her calm in the face of the Morrígan’s power. She’s prostrated herself many times before bigger, stronger gods and made peace with the fact that she can be used and broken and destroyed nearly as easily as a mortal.
“Humans only see divine blood as a weapon for their wars.” She suffered the indignity of lying with a mortal man, and the only good to come of it—Achilles—was taken from her. Thetis won’t say it here, but Patroclus has always been an accomplice in that crime. “My son and Neoptolemus were both used by lesser, weaker men, tricked into fighting their absurd battles. Both of their mortal lives have been wasted and Neoptolemus’ mind has been broken.”
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The sea water displaced by the Morrígan’s movements churns around Thetis’ feet like a small storm. Her lips and brow set in the same way as her son’s. Achilles’ fists ball again, offended on his mother’s behalf.
“I was bound by a mortal and taken as his wife,” Thetis argues. If not for the prophecy, she might have had a divine husband and children who would not die to time or injury or illness. For all the pains Zeus took, Achilles still had a hand in deposing him. “I did everything in my power to protect my son, to grant him immortality.”
The heat of the Morrígan’s breath brings to mind a forge … and her foster son. “I cared for Hephaestus when he was cast from Olympus, broken and lame, until Zeus and Hera would allow his return.”
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What kind of retaliation would she suffer for such a thing? How would Achilles suffer?
For that same reason, the suggestion of raising her hand against Zeus and Hera is completely absurd.
“You are a goddess of war. I understand that it is your nature to value struggle above all else. You are like Ares in that regard.” Thetis cocks her head in a pantomime of curiosity. “Shall I attack any mortal or god who crosses me? Will that make my life worthy?”
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