Achilles, Best of the Greeks (
refusetofight) wrote2023-11-23 09:22 pm
For @messageforyou
Besides the obvious, there’s one big problem with being dead: it leaves Patroclus with too much time to think. To ruminate. To overanalyze. That was always his tendency, but at least in life, he had Achilles and the war. There was rarely a stretch of stillness that allowed him to wander so deep in the labyrinth of his own thoughts.
Not like Elysium. Patroclus wishes he was more like Ajax, always spoiling for a test of strength against the shades of other legends, or Odysseus, chatting and joking so easily with anyone who will listen. Will they ever tire of it? Meanwhile, Pat still feels like his place here is undeserved. His act of bravery at Troy was a fluke. That wasn’t enough for Elysium; Achilles had to arrange that deal with Hades himself.
And what is he doing with that gift? Whiling it away in a chronically dreadful mood. It’s no surprise Achilles would take another lover. He needs someone more exciting and vibrant. He needs a challenge. Hermes is who he needed from the very start. Powerful, divine, worthy.
Now there’s Lyra, to—a beautiful, perfect child. Hermes can give Achilles anything he wants. What can Patroclus give him? Painful memories. Shame and regret. Achilles never says as much—of course he wouldn’t—but Pat assumes.
He lays sprawled on the spongy ground in the center of a glade, looking up at Ixion and fumbling around the corners of this well-trod maze of thought. Méli has surrounded him in scattered offerings: very fetchable sticks, a sandal, a broken arrow, an old bone. She finally gives up her restless pacing to flop down next to him. She shifts to rest her chin on his chest and sighs emphatically. Her gifts don’t seem to be helping.
“I’m sorry. I’m not good company right now, am I?” he mumbles, stroking her soft ears. He wishes he could be more like her. Living in the moment, not a single worry except what fun will be had next …
Not like Elysium. Patroclus wishes he was more like Ajax, always spoiling for a test of strength against the shades of other legends, or Odysseus, chatting and joking so easily with anyone who will listen. Will they ever tire of it? Meanwhile, Pat still feels like his place here is undeserved. His act of bravery at Troy was a fluke. That wasn’t enough for Elysium; Achilles had to arrange that deal with Hades himself.
And what is he doing with that gift? Whiling it away in a chronically dreadful mood. It’s no surprise Achilles would take another lover. He needs someone more exciting and vibrant. He needs a challenge. Hermes is who he needed from the very start. Powerful, divine, worthy.
Now there’s Lyra, to—a beautiful, perfect child. Hermes can give Achilles anything he wants. What can Patroclus give him? Painful memories. Shame and regret. Achilles never says as much—of course he wouldn’t—but Pat assumes.
He lays sprawled on the spongy ground in the center of a glade, looking up at Ixion and fumbling around the corners of this well-trod maze of thought. Méli has surrounded him in scattered offerings: very fetchable sticks, a sandal, a broken arrow, an old bone. She finally gives up her restless pacing to flop down next to him. She shifts to rest her chin on his chest and sighs emphatically. Her gifts don’t seem to be helping.
“I’m sorry. I’m not good company right now, am I?” he mumbles, stroking her soft ears. He wishes he could be more like her. Living in the moment, not a single worry except what fun will be had next …

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But he takes the pipe anyway and mimics the two gods. Or tries to, anyway. He inhales the smoke, holds it for a beat … and immediately begins coughing. Even as a shade, the smoke makes his insides burn. He’s never so much as seen a pipe in life, so he can only assume this is some strange vice of the gods, unfit for mortals.
Achilles tries to maintain some dignity and clears his throat, blinking back red-eyed tears. Coyote asked him a question and he intends to answer it. After a moment, he says thickly, “The former, of course.”
He offers the pipe back to his host. “Even if they can do everything, I wouldn’t trust them to do all of it—or any of it well.”
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If Coyote is trying to get Achilles worked up, he’s succeeding. He glances at Hermes, concern plain on his face and his thoughts full of Kronos devouring his children. What if this “God of Everything” knows Olympus is still trying to steady itself after upheaval? Egypt is just across the sea. A trivial distance for a god.
But Coyote is a trickster. Maybe this is all a ruse. “How has word reached Turtle Island before it’s come to Greece? Would Olympus not hear tales of this god’s exploits before now?”
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“Lord Hermes is not a fool,” Achilles says, voice and gaze steely. “His divine lineage has known struggle, and learned difficult lessons from it.”
Even if Hermes is young, Zeus’ generation isn’t gone. Hades, Poseidon, Demeter and Hestia hold strong. Not to mention Titans and primordial gods like Prometheus and Nyx. “Elder gods still advise Olympus, still remember past uprisings. They will weather this just as surely—if it proves a threat at all.”
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“If this future—this threat is as you say … if you think so little of other gods, and have no stake in humans, why mention it at all? Why not watch disaster unfold and greet the next world?” Achilles huffs. “Do you only wish to gloat? Spread idle gossip?”
Sometimes, when he’s among gods, Achilles feels like he’s back among mortal kings. Boastful. Posturing. He doesn’t care for it. “Has an old god nothing better to do?”
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It would be easy to draw comparisons between Coyote and Hermes, but as far as Achilles can tell, the former has none of the latter’s redeeming qualities. Coyote’s jokes and trickery are laced with malice. There might not be a kind bone in his rangy, canine body.
“Speak plainly.” Achilles’ voice is low, almost a growl. “Or we will leave you to your smoke and sweet wine.”
Wine which Achilles has notably not touched since his first sip. If Hermes insists on keeping his temper in check, Achilles will get petty vengeance on Coyote where he can. In this case by intentionally being a bad guest.
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Hermes has been keeping his calm, but the pinned wings and the talk of war put Achilles back on high alert.
“Then there are two gods who worry you. The ‘God of Everything’ and …” He pauses. Achilles wants to keep up with this conversation, even if it shows his mortal ignorance. “… this ‘One-Eye’? Who is he?”
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He hoped they could enjoy a time of peace and stability, especially for Lyra’s sake, but with warlike Odin and the Aesir to the north and this amorphous “God” to the south … maybe Hermes and Olympus should be worried.
Achilles doesn’t want to give Coyote the satisfaction of being right, so he only squeezes Hermes’ hand on his knee and asks again: “Lord Coyote, you consider a single boat of men and a god revered by slaves to be credible threats? Evidence of impending chaos?”
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“A wicked creature,” Achilles mutters, dropping the wine skin to the ground and waving a hand against the lingering smoke before he shifts closer to Hermes. He loops an arm around his shoulders and asks, “Was he toying with us?”
Achilles wants assurance that this was only the work of a bored trickster, opportunistically harassing unexpected visitors.
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He sighs and perches his chin atop Hermes’ head. “Maybe there is truth in what Coyote says, but it could be that he’s manipulating you—making this seem more dire than it is.”
The desert stretching around them no longer seems so beautiful. Not with Coyote in it. A god who laughs about making monsters from men. “Thank you for showing me this place, magpie, but let us return to Greece.”
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“Who are you?” he demands. The bird-headed person has an unmistakable divine presence, a thrumming power, but so did Coyote. Achilles has had enough of strange, meddling gods for one day; he and Hermes returned to Greece to be rid of them. “What is your business here?”
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“Forgive me, my lord. I meant no offense.” Achilles can easily surmise why Thoth has sought Hermes, though it bothers him that the foreign god apparently approached their daughter to find him. She shouldn’t be any part of this divine business.
He gives Lyra a protective squeeze and a kiss on the forehead before gently placing her feet back on the ground. Before she can run off on her errand, Achilles kneels and rests a hand on her cheek. “Lord Thoth may be harmless, fledgling, but give me your word that you’ll be careful around strange gods. Not all of them will be friends.”
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But he stands and watches her leave, palms pressed together to preserve the warmth of her kiss. Seeing her again, his worry over Coyote’s words rises anew. He can almost hear his canine laughter as he thinks of men eating flesh and turning to monsters. Yet another river turned to blood—this time not by his own spear and blade.
Achilles moves to Hermes’ side and addresses Thoth. “Is it true, then? There is trouble in your lands?”
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Of course, Achilles can’t help but think of what it would be like to lose his own child—to lose Lyra to such a thing—and he shifts closer to Hermes, gently resting a hand at his back.
His first instinct is to urge Hermes to heroism: to go and help put those tiny souls to rest, but then he balks. What if Hermes draws the ire of that vengeful god? Achilles leans closer and says the same thing he said to Lyra, albeit at a whisper. “Be careful, magpie.”
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