refusetofight: (Guard duty)
Thetis wings slow circles above the shore in the shape of a humble gull. Of all the many shapes she could take, this is the most unremarkable to mortals. They’re a common nuisance, curious and daring.

This isn’t the first time Thetis has watched her unexpected granddaughter play on the shore. She’s been a seal, watching from the safety of the surf, a keen-eyed osprey roosting at the top of a tree. In animal shape, her emotions are no less turbulent.

The girl’s hair shines like flax in the sun as she delights in the waves and warm sand. Thetis might as well be watching a memory: those peaceful, lazy days with her son, bookended by the pain of his conception and the grief of his death.

Every time she visits, she promises herself that this will be the last. The same as she did with Neoptolemus. But she finds herself gripped by guilt. She could have saved her grandson from the vile mortals who would use him like they used Achilles. She could have hidden him away again, perhaps this time in her father’s realm. But what would be the use? They would still find him. Neoptolemus is still mortal. He would still die.

What do the Fates have planned for this child? Lord Hermes’ divinity shines bright within her. She’ll be coveted by mortals, yes, but not as a weapon—as a beautiful lover and mother to powerful sons. Thetis knows the special agony of that life.

But for now, Lyra is a happy child, delighting in a beautiful day. Thetis pulls her wings in to stoop lower until she can hear the girl’s laughter on the breeze. Lower still and she can see her smile. Against her better judgement, the aching protest of her old wounds, she finally lights on the sand a few yards away.
refusetofight: (At peace)
The palace at Skyros is only a loose sketch; Achilles dreaming memory can only paint it in sparing detail after so many years. The shapes and colors describe the place as much as Achilles’ emotions: The palace itself is washed out and bland, but the sunny rocks, the glittering sea, and the endless horizon just beyond are vibrant, tantalizing with the lure of fateful heroism.

It felt like a prison after the freedom of his bright, sunny youth on Phthia and his adventures on Mount Pelion. He was bored, impatient, but respected his mother’s wishes even as he resented them.

The dream palace is hollow and quiet. Lycomedes’ table is empty. His daughters’ looms are left abandoned. Achilles imagines the real Skyros must be in the same sorry state; he left Deidamia unwed and Lycomedes had no sons to defend his meager kingdom.

Achilles walks the halls and thumbs the shells encircling his wrist. He has no dream guide this time, but he came here on his own instincts: visit a memory both he and Pyrrhus share. Eventually, he finds an abandoned lyre and settles to play in a central courtyard where plucked notes echo hauntingly between colonnades—the only sound in the palace other than the sigh of the sea.
refusetofight: (n-nani?)
Achilles may have many, frustrating flaws, but he always keeps his promises. Patroclus had arranged for the two of them to take another journey into the ancient depths of Elysium where the shades lived and died in a time before Athens, when borders and languages and even the gods were much different. Both of them enjoyed the adventure of it, like stepping back in history.

As much as Patroclus hates to admit it, Hermes was right; Elysium has more to offer beyond their insufferable heroic contemporaries, their feasting and fighting.

Pat waits for one hour, two, anxiously petting Méli and muttering excuses into her soft ears. He’s dealing with some difficult young shades. Theseus has trapped him in conversation. The House of Hades has called on his services. He’s tending to Lyra …

But Achilles never appears. Neither Pat nor Méli can stand to sit still any longer, so they begin to search.

Optimistically, Pat enlists Méli as a scent hound, but she’s easily distracted from the task (if she even understood it to begin with). She meanders aimlessly through glades, tail wagging in contrast to her master’s palpable anxiety. Whatever this game is, she’s enjoying it.

They wander for another hour until a rustle in the bushes perks her ears and in a flurry of motion, she bolts off, barking eagerly and chasing something unseen. Patroclus sighs and does his best to follow her crashing, splashing progress through a stretch of marsh. “Méli! Méli!

The chase is punctuated by the sudden, shrill squeak of a dying rodent. Pat doubles his pace and pushes forward into a clearing. In the middle, Méli proudly holds a monstrous rat in her jaws. All around her, the mossy earth is churned and bristling with arms and armor. There was a structure here, too. He spies beams and freshly-toppled columns, more grotesque rats scuttling in amongst them …

… and a hearth he’d know anywhere—a hearth by which he’d once warmed his hands and listened to Peleus’ tales of the Argonauts. This was the glade made to look like Phthia.
refusetofight: (Guard duty)
Besides the obvious, there’s one big problem with being dead: it leaves Patroclus with too much time to think. To ruminate. To overanalyze. That was always his tendency, but at least in life, he had Achilles and the war. There was rarely a stretch of stillness that allowed him to wander so deep in the labyrinth of his own thoughts.

Not like Elysium. Patroclus wishes he was more like Ajax, always spoiling for a test of strength against the shades of other legends, or Odysseus, chatting and joking so easily with anyone who will listen. Will they ever tire of it? Meanwhile, Pat still feels like his place here is undeserved. His act of bravery at Troy was a fluke. That wasn’t enough for Elysium; Achilles had to arrange that deal with Hades himself.

And what is he doing with that gift? Whiling it away in a chronically dreadful mood. It’s no surprise Achilles would take another lover. He needs someone more exciting and vibrant. He needs a challenge. Hermes is who he needed from the very start. Powerful, divine, worthy.

Now there’s Lyra, to—a beautiful, perfect child. Hermes can give Achilles anything he wants. What can Patroclus give him? Painful memories. Shame and regret. Achilles never says as much—of course he wouldn’t—but Pat assumes.

He lays sprawled on the spongy ground in the center of a glade, looking up at Ixion and fumbling around the corners of this well-trod maze of thought. Méli has surrounded him in scattered offerings: very fetchable sticks, a sandal, a broken arrow, an old bone. She finally gives up her restless pacing to flop down next to him. She shifts to rest her chin on his chest and sighs emphatically. Her gifts don’t seem to be helping.

“I’m sorry. I’m not good company right now, am I?” he mumbles, stroking her soft ears. He wishes he could be more like her. Living in the moment, not a single worry except what fun will be had next …
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Achilles arrives at the Temple of Styx well before the appointed time. This is equal parts because it’s so difficult to judge time in the Underworld and because he’s determined not to be late to one of the most important meetings of his afterlife. … Or his life for that matter.

He approaches the edge of the Underworld—as close as he can before he begins to feel the insistent tug on his shade. By now, he’s discovered the exact stones that mark the border—unassuming at a glance, but should he step past, he knows he’ll feel the pull, like a strong ocean current willing him back to the depths.

So he stands just clear of this invisible delineation, hands clasped behind his back, and gazes past to what little he can glimpse of the surface. The slash of sun is too bright for his eyes, accustomed as they are to Ixion’s lesser light. The wind shifts, and he breathes in the pungent smell of growth, the distant tang of the Aegean Sea.

It brings to mind what Hermes said about Lyra’s birth: she was formed in the ocean. Was she tucked away in the midnight depths? Swaddled safe in a forest of kelp? Or floating free in the tides, pushed and pulled in meandering currents until she was finally washed upon the shore?

He wishes he could have been there to receive her that day—to lift her from the surf and sand, as small and precious as the beach’s scattered shells and wet, jewel-bright stones. Achilles entertains himself this way: imagining her early days, her first steps, her child’s adventures, her clever eyes examining each new thing the world offers.

Each shifting shadow, each rustle past the temple’s gate stirs a fresh flutter in his chest. It’s not long before his impatience and eagerness is fit to rival Hermes’. He periodically paces to the opposite side of the gate, as if it might provide a better vantage to spot her approach.
refusetofight: (Guard duty)
They never managed to find the footless girl’s shipwright father, nor any other family. Thankfully, Apollo did restore her missing shade’s feet. She still wears the makeshift veil around her neck like a kerchief—a fond reminder of her friend. Along with her, only a half-dozen other children are without families and remain under Achilles’ care.

They’ll be off to the judges soon, but for now they’re all absorbed with the task of rearranging pieces of broken pottery like puzzles. Looking at the larger pieces, they once had red figure motifs of Furies accosting the damned, Cerberus devouring shades, and Charon navigating his dismal ferry along the Styx. The children don’t look overly concerned by the subject matter; it's all old-hat by now. Megaera isn’t that scary, Cerberus is basically like a normal dog, and Charon keeps to himself.

Meanwhile, Achilles keeps one eye on the young shades as he helps Peleus and the house contractors move scaffolding around the hall. Gaia’s quaking did plenty of damage; there are still broken beams and masonry to be replaced.

Fortunately, this work is much easier now that the bulk of Ares’ victims have been processed and moved on to their afterlives. By last count, there were only a hundred-odd shades left. But still, all the while, other dead have trickled through the gates at their normal pace.

Achilles has never seen his master so exhausted. Hades can barely muster the energy to be irritable anymore; he does his work in silence, only responding to questions with grunts and curt monosyllables. Along with Nyx, Zagreus, and Persephone, Achilles does his best to field ongoing issues around the House so that Hades can focus on his work.

Right now, he holds an upright steady while his father binds it to a set of cross-braces. “What ever became of Lady Thermusa?” Peleus asks casually. “I haven’t seen her around as of late.”

Achilles hums, casting around for a good lie ... and fails. “It’s a mystery to me as well,” he says lamely.

Peleus raises a bushy white brow—he knows full-well his son is a terrible liar—but doesn’t press any further. “Shame. She was very charming.”

"That she was," Achilles agrees.
refusetofight: (i can't even)
“Most dogs would have learned their lesson the first time, you know.” Patroclus is seated in a glade by the Lethe's bank, a dog squirming in his lap as he painstakingly plucks burs from her honey-colored coat. The tiny bundles of thorns come from a particularly nasty Chthonic variety that grows thick on the edges of Elysium—one of many deterrents against wandering shades. (It turns out they’re significantly less effective against not-so-bright dogs. Luckily, Elysium is only home to one of those. )

“Just like he should have learned by now.” Méli yips and redoubles her writhing as Pat pulls a bur from between her toes with a little less care than he should have. He grunts and adjusts his hold on the dog. “By the Styx, the both of you have skulls thicker than Ajax’s shield.”

In truth, Patroclus is actually grateful for Méli’s indiscretion; it's not as if she can help her foolishness. Animals have always been a welcome distraction, a salve for a bad mood; even when he was a boy, he found any excuse to retreat to his father’s stables, to hide in the company of horses, dogs, and barn cats until his minders tracked him down. Unlike humans, animals don’t put on pretenses, they have no expectations, and they love unconditionally.

Even if she can offer no advice, Méli is the only creature in Elysium Pat trusts to listen to his complaints without judgment. “I thought he’d changed, but he’s as stubborn and foolish as ever.”

Méli only whines and mouths his forearms unhelpfully. “And of all the damned gods on Olympus, he fancies the one who’s a notorious thief and trickster? Madness.”

He huffs and continues his work, muttering all the while.
refusetofight: (Guard duty)
“Achilles!”

“Yes, Lord Hades.”

“There are visitors at the gate. See them to the audience chamber.” Hades sets down his quill and pushes up to his intimidating height to head to the chamber in question—an austere and drafty room reserved for private conversations with his fellow gods and artfully designed to honor xenia, while still uncomfortable enough to encourage brevity. Mortal shades and house staff are rarely allowed entry. “And send my wife along as well.”

Achilles bows and strides off to do as he’s told. After his brief infusion of Hades’ power in the arena, he can well imagine the clarity with which his master sees his realm and all that stirs within it. Particularly divine guests at the threshold of his halls, toeing the invisible boundary he placed to prevent gods from entering without his approval. (Shades and other lesser creatures can more or less come and go as they please; he could care less.)

With the grinding scrape of cold iron and stone, Achilles pushes open the House’s gate to behold ...

“Lady Athena, Lord Hermes. Please, come in. Be welcome,” he says after a very brief, shocked pause. He leans on rigid formality to hide his relief at the sight of Hermes safe and well after two months and only one brief letter. This is short lived, quickly replaced by a fresh bout of apprehension; why have he and his sister come to see their uncle?

Once they’ve been ushered to the cavernous audience chamber, Achilles finds Persephone in her garden—with Zagreus—and summons her as well. She smiles, dusts the dirt from her hands, plucks clinging leaves from her peplos and asks her son to continue weeding. Zagreus looks chagrined as he works at a particularly stubborn patch of crabgrass.

After two more short detours—one to task Dusa with preparing guest chambers, another to request food and wine from the chef—and Achilles finally positions himself outside the imposing double doors, ready to receive orders and steer away would-be eavesdroppers. All while he’s desperately straining his own ears to hear snatches of conversation.
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ACHILLES ARISTOS ACHAION
❝ You can use a spear for a walking stick, but it will not change its nature. ❞


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CHARACTER

CANON: Hades (game), The Iliad, The Song of Achilles
AGE: Appears to be around 30
GENDER: Male
BUILD: Athletic, 6'+
VOICE: Here
ACTIVE: Memes, PSLs
PERMISSIONS
BACKTAGGING:
THREADHOPPING: ✔*
FOURTHWALLING:
ROMANCE: ✔**
MINDREADING: ✔*
MANIPULATION: ✔*
INJURY:
FIGHTING:
KILLING: ✔*


* Ask first
** Hard mode, unless you're Patroclus

PREFERENCES
MEMES: Gen, action, fluff, angst
PSLS: Hit me up
DO NOT WANT: Underage shipping, incest
SHIPPING: M/M, 25+. M/F with discussion. Sorry, no Zags.
MAIN PAIRINGS: Patrochilles (duh)
TAG STYLE: Will match your format, but pref for present tense and prose.
TAG SPEED: Once a day at least
OTHER NOTES
Currently I'm more comfortable playing post-mortem, Hades-flavor Achilles—more mild and contrite after his disillusionment with paradigms of honor and glory.
On request, I can pull various flavors of "live" Achilles or AUs. "Nostos" Achilles, where he chooses to return home and lives a long, quiet life. Modern Achilles, tossed back into various wars throughout the ages, or some kind of Old Guard situation?
PLAYER
PLURK: N/A
DISCORD: PM
TIMEZONE: PST


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