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Achilles, Best of the Greeks ([personal profile] refusetofight) wrote2023-10-15 09:01 pm

For @messageforyou

Achilles arrives at the Temple of Styx well before the appointed time. This is equal parts because it’s so difficult to judge time in the Underworld and because he’s determined not to be late to one of the most important meetings of his afterlife. … Or his life for that matter.

He approaches the edge of the Underworld—as close as he can before he begins to feel the insistent tug on his shade. By now, he’s discovered the exact stones that mark the border—unassuming at a glance, but should he step past, he knows he’ll feel the pull, like a strong ocean current willing him back to the depths.

So he stands just clear of this invisible delineation, hands clasped behind his back, and gazes past to what little he can glimpse of the surface. The slash of sun is too bright for his eyes, accustomed as they are to Ixion’s lesser light. The wind shifts, and he breathes in the pungent smell of growth, the distant tang of the Aegean Sea.

It brings to mind what Hermes said about Lyra’s birth: she was formed in the ocean. Was she tucked away in the midnight depths? Swaddled safe in a forest of kelp? Or floating free in the tides, pushed and pulled in meandering currents until she was finally washed upon the shore?

He wishes he could have been there to receive her that day—to lift her from the surf and sand, as small and precious as the beach’s scattered shells and wet, jewel-bright stones. Achilles entertains himself this way: imagining her early days, her first steps, her child’s adventures, her clever eyes examining each new thing the world offers.

Each shifting shadow, each rustle past the temple’s gate stirs a fresh flutter in his chest. It’s not long before his impatience and eagerness is fit to rival Hermes’. He periodically paces to the opposite side of the gate, as if it might provide a better vantage to spot her approach.
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[personal profile] messageforyou 2023-11-03 05:20 am (UTC)(link)
A smile comes to Lyra's face as she makes the connection with the name, gently leaning against Achilles' leg.

Eudokia doesn't dare to meet Achilles' eyes, but she does incline her head slightly so she's not just staring at the dirt and can instead see Lyra at his side. She doesn't dare even glance at the god at her side, too paralyzed by fear that even her unworthy gaze might incite wrath.

"Eu-Eu, it's okay," Lyra says, sounding a little exasperated in the sort of way only a hero with no conception of mortal terror can be exasperated in this situation. "They're not going to hurt us. They're really nice."

"Oh, be patient with your foster mother, my dear. She's just trying to keep you safe."

It's almost like Hermes has put on a new face, even though he doesn't shapeshift. His body language becomes loose and comfortable, his smile becomes his usual opaque smirk, his eyes grow gentle yet clever. It's the persona he always keeps with strangers and mortals in need of his services. He drops down to a crouch before the woman, wings comfortably fluffed and the warmth of his aura falling on her as she's forced to look at him.

"Hermes, god of messengers, at your service, boss. Your piety is admirable, but no need for any more genuflecting. Can't be good for the knees."

Lyra watches with fascination as Hermes offers his hand to Eudokia. Hermes had allowed Achilles to take the lead talking to her, but now he seems different, more in his element, and it's interesting to watch from the sidelines. Eudokia, trembling, takes Hermes' hand, allowing him to help her to her feet as if in a dream.

"You called me boss?" she says faintly, like she's not sure if she's about to pass out or not.

"I live to serve." Hermes does a playful little flourish of a bow to her. Lyra watches, noting that this must be what he does with shades, too. Acting a bit silly and making them feel special so they don't feel so scared coming with him to the Styx. "And you've done Olympus a great favor, though you don't know it, and we like to pay our debts."
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[personal profile] messageforyou 2023-11-04 07:40 pm (UTC)(link)
"Lord Apollo... her father?" Eudokia's voice is distant and breathy, like it's not quite hers. She's probably not going to quite process what she's been told until she's slept on it. Luckily, that also means that she can't think too hard about it right now.

"Exactly. You've done Olympus a great service by taking in one of ours, so you'll never want for anything again." Hermes looks at her hand in his, humming before passing his palm over her swollen knuckles. "Let's start with that."

The swelling in Eudokia's knuckles and knees suddenly recedes, settling into the form they might have had if she hadn't needed to labor with them regardless of her health every day of her life. She gasps, her hands trembling as she examines them. Her eyes grow glassy. A tear overflows and rolls down her cheek. She quickly tries to wipe it.

"Sorry. I... forgot what it's like not to hurt." Her hands shake as she clutches them close to her chest, like she needs to rub them together just to make the lack of pain real. Her eyes dart from 'Palagios' to Hermes to Lyra. She wets her lips, struggling to find words. She can safely say this is a situation she never saw herself being in, and she finds herself so overwhelmed that it's hard not to be emotional. "This--i-it's not necessary. We didn't take her for a reward. She can be trouble, but she's a good girl, she really is."

"I know." Hermes' voice grows gentle, more sincere. His aura is gentle, but it envelopes the clearing with divine warmth, like he's taking her in an embrace without physically doing so. For a woman who's only known gods as painted pottery and marble statues in a temple, the feeling of gentle divine love washing over her makes tears spring to her eyes. "This isn't a reward. It's a 'thank you.' For loving her when her father couldn't."

Hermes rests his hands gently on her arms. His breezy charm has been replaced with sincerity. "She'll come back here often to receive Pelagios' counsel, and one day she'll have to leave for a hero's education. But for now, I want you to go back home with her, and dig up your garden. Gold will be at the roots of all your crops, and I want you to go out and buy the fattest goose you can to share with the whole family. Feast well in the knowledge that you will want for nothing ever again."
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[personal profile] messageforyou 2023-11-05 01:19 am (UTC)(link)
Lyra, for her part, refuses to deny herself a hug. She throws her arms around Achilles' shoulders, hugging tight and resting her face in his neck. Eudokia squeaks, coming a little more into herself as Lyra drags her into more familiar territory (that is, correcting her misbehaving foundling.)

"Lyra! We ask before we hug."

Lyra roundly ignores her foster mother, provoking an exasperated noise. Lyra pulls away from Achilles, giving him the confident look of a hero absolutely certain to get her way. "I'll see you again soon."

And then she steps away from Achilles and looks to Hermes. She's not quite comfortable enough to mob him with a hug, so instead, she just stretches her arms out in invitation.

"Lyra, we don't hug gods," Eudokia says sharply, but Lyra still ignores her. Hermes honestly isn't so ready for hugging at this point, but he can't bear to say no.

"Oh, children can take liberties." He crouches and holds his arms out for Lyra. She gives him a much more polite hug than with Achilles, but it's a hug. "You'll be seeing more of me, my dear. Enjoy the goose tonight, hmmm?"
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[personal profile] messageforyou 2023-11-05 02:40 am (UTC)(link)
Lyra goes to Eudokia, taking her outstretched hand. Eudokia, at a loss for words, can only dip her head silently as she searches for some kind of response.

"Thank you," she says lamely, but sincerely. "Thank you."

"Bye!" Lyra waves as Eudokia draws her away. "I'll see you soon!"

Lyra doesn't really watch where she's going. She's looking at her fathers as she walks away, led by her foster mother, still watching them until she's disappeared among the trees.

And once she's long gone, all the air goes out of Hermes. His glow flags as his pent up anxiety and ambivalence all release at once, burying his face in his hands and rubbing the skin before turning to Achilles. "Let's go to Elysium."

Hermes doesn't wait for a response before turning into a hummingbird, zipping to Achilles and tucking himself in the crook of his lover's neck. Hermes is feeling very overwhelmed, and he needs some animal time before he's prepared to have all the conversations they surely must at this point.
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[personal profile] messageforyou 2023-11-05 05:27 pm (UTC)(link)
Hermes hides in Achilles' curls, content to ride in contemplative silence. He's exhausted. Almost as exhausted as he was after being stabbed by Ares. Probably not a good sign that he's comparing talking to his own daughter to being stabbed by his brother. Oh, he's hopeless, poor Lyra, she'd probably be better off if Apollo were her father.

Elysium's familiar embrace is a balm. Hermes' nerves buzz, and the dim light of Ixion and loamy scent of forgetfulness is like a blanket to ease him. It feels even better as they find the familiar glade, the quiet embrace of homey secrecy.

He raises his head to encourage the little strokes of Achilles' pinky. He chitters softly, nudging Achilles' wrist with his long, delicate beak. And then, like a sigh, he's back to his usual form, sitting at Achilles' side with his head tucked in his neck and his arms draped across his waist.

"I'm glad one of us thinks so," he mumbles. "I was a mess. I am a mess, poor girl."

Not for the first time, Hermes is grateful for his ability to pretend. It's the only thing that stopped him from wounding his own daughter the way he was wounded, the only thing that kept him from doing what every inch of his panicky heart demanded and recoiling. He hopes it's easier next time he talks to her.

He pulls away enough to look at Achilles' face, tucking a curl behind his ear. Those lovely curls that Lyra already has, already growing wild and beautiful around her face.

"You were amazing. She already is quite taken with you," Hermes says. A part of him is a little envious, wishing that it came so easy to him, wishing that he could instantly be the sort of father everyone wants to have. But more than envious, he feels relieved that at least one of them can do that, that at least one of them can give Lyra what she needs right now.
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[personal profile] messageforyou 2023-11-06 12:18 am (UTC)(link)
Hermes wonders how Achilles is always able to see the best in him when Hermes barely can sometimes. All Hermes can see is how he could only really connect with her as an animal, not as a man. But perhaps he's being hard on himself. Maybe the only thing that really matters is that she was happy.

"Making children laugh is easy. They like animals."

Being a father is hard, especially when Hermes feels so much like some essential piece is missing, like everyone learns what a good father is from childhood but he never did and he has to scramble to figure it out.

"I don't know how to let her know me. I know there are things children shouldn't know about their parents, but I don't know where the line is." At least, he's pretty sure there are things children shouldn't know about their parents. Hermes rather wishes he didn't know as much about his father as he did so early, but maybe that's just Zeus, and maybe that's just him. And besides that, there's the concern about letting mortals know too much about the fallibility of gods. A little fallibility makes them relatable, but too much and mortals start getting nervous that the beings they pray to can't take care of the world. What's appropriate? He can't talk to Lyra like he talks to Achilles, surely. But he doesn't really want to talk to her like all the other children he encounters, because he doesn't let any of the children he encounters know him enough to think they might not be safely delivered to Charon.
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[personal profile] messageforyou 2023-11-07 01:26 am (UTC)(link)
Maybe Achilles is right. Maybe Hermes is overthinking this. It's supposed to come naturally to people, after all. She liked her animal forms, so surely she won't mind if he just visits her as an animal at first, right? Right. Probably. Hopefully.

(Oh, this poor, poor girl.)

Hermes focuses on the rhythmic feeling of Achilles' hand on his hair and feathers. His feathers relax under the touch, turning his nose to press gently against Achilles' neck. He breathes his lover in, just basking in his attention while he tries to wind down from the anxiety attack that was talking to his own child.

"She'd probably like me as a cat," Hermes says softly. "She strikes me as the sort who'd like a cat or dog to follow on her adventures." And that's something Hermes could manage. A little cat weaving between a little girl's legs, watching her get into trouble but keeping it from being too much trouble. That seems approachable.

Hermes curls his fingers in Achilles' hair. How blessed is he, to have a lover so kind and patient?

"I ought not mope. She seems like a wonderful girl. The sort any man would be proud to have as a daughter." Or. Well. Any man who wanted a daughter, which isn't everyone in Greece, but Hermes is happy to have a daughter, the fact it makes her life harder aside. "She has so much nerve. It reminds me of you."
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[personal profile] messageforyou 2023-11-07 04:38 am (UTC)(link)
"Oh, you still think I'm charming when I'm clawing you," Hermes purrs, snicking as he's pinched. But his smile fades as he thinks about Lyra, and about how that nerve will play different for a girl than it did for a famous hero prophesied for greatness.

It's an odd thing, coming from a family like Hermes' with such a piggish, domineering man in charge, yet simultaneously surrounded by women powerful enough to make the earth shake. Hermes knows that Achilles is right, that Lyra's spirit will lose its charm for most men when she's grown and they may hurt her, but his soul still recoils at the thought of asking her to smother that fiery spirit. One that he loves so much in her father, one that she's come to by right, and one he could see in any one of his divine sisters.

"I think she'll prove to be just as stubborn as you too, my love," Hermes says, resting his hand on Achilles' side. "I think it'd be easier to teach her to be courteous, and then how to handle consequences when people still don't like her spirit."

In the back of his mind, Hermes thinks of Medea again. She'd never lost her spirit. She'd made herself so fearsome that she killed a king and princess and is now still allowed to live her life in peace as the advisor of another king. Maybe a mortal woman can't be gentle and spirited in Greece.
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[personal profile] messageforyou 2023-11-08 03:23 am (UTC)(link)
Hermes hums softly as Achilles manipulates his wing, keeping it relaxed and malleable in his lover's hand. He really enjoys the feeling of those fingers running along and in between his feathers.

"Would that they could, but you're right that they don't really understand what it means to be a woman and a mortal. And they'd be demanding, too. Athena would want her to be a warrior or artist, Artemis would want her to swear off men, Aphrodite would want her to enjoy too many men..." Yep, no, he loves his sisters, but all of them are used to getting their way and would not be well suited to teaching a girl who wouldn't let them chart the course of her life.

Hermes sighs against Achilles' neck, smiling ruefully. "The really annoying thing about Apollo is that he's usually right. He just says things in such a callous way that no one wants to listen to him."

Hermes pets Achilles' hair, his smile fading as he thinks. "Maybe... Medea wouldn't be a terrible option. She's not a great sister, but she's a good mother. And learning magic would be very useful for Lyra. It might be the only way to even her footing with men." Especially heroic men, ones who can match her physically and decide that entitles them to her. Hermes is afraid that her poor social class will embolden men like that, so used to taking what they want from slaves and servants. "And it'd give her the ability to keep in touch with you better. You'd still be able to have a hand in raising her. We both would."
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[personal profile] messageforyou 2023-11-08 05:05 am (UTC)(link)
Hermes melts in Achilles' arms, embracing him tight in turn. He'd really never dared to think about the finer parts of parenthood--in his secret fantasies, he thought about what it might be like to have children, but he hadn't thought about the nitty gritty of parenthood and working together with a partner. It really is so lucky that of all the lovers that he might have had a child with, it was Achilles, who he trusts implicitly.

"You'll see her and speak with her, my love. I'll make it happen." One way or another. Hermes may have his own shaky journey of bonding with Lyra ahead of him, but he can already tell how in love Achilles is, and how much Lyra is ready to adore him in turn. He won't let death part them any more than it has to.

Hermes kisses Achilles. It's a happy kiss, despite Hermes' own anxieties. Achilles' excitement is infectious, and Hermes has to confess to a flutter of excitement in his stomach as well. "So Medea is on the table? You ought to still speak with her, I think, just so you know her better. And maybe get more comfortable with the idea."
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[personal profile] messageforyou 2023-11-09 04:26 am (UTC)(link)
“Absolutely. Immediately, if you want it, but tomorrow morning may give you more time to think of what you want to ask.”

Medea is powerful and fearsome, but she’s also not fool enough to ignore an Olympian’s summons. If Hermes asks it, he has no doubt she’ll drop everything to summon Achilles’ shade.

“It might be best if we both do our evaluations ourselves. You can speak with her plainly, and I can observe.”

And by that, he means lurk around her for a while as various little animals that are easily missed so he can see what she’s like with her guard down. Hermes is very much a spy at heart.
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[personal profile] messageforyou 2023-11-09 05:46 am (UTC)(link)
Hermes looks up and considers. And as he does so, he swings his leg to sit in his favorite seat in the world: Achilles' lap. He plays with Achilles' hair, humming, eyes darting to and fro as he thinks and measures invisible factors.

"...I trust her with the truth," he says, like a decision. He looks to Achilles, delicately arranging the coils of his hair over his shoulder. "I would say that Medea's greatest asset is that she's smart. Smart enough to know what fights she can win, and what she will lose."

In many ways, Medea falls under Hermes' own purview when she doesn't fall under Hecate's or her grandfather, Helios'. Most of what she wants, she gets not through magic, but through cunning and trickery. Hermes has long recognized that about her, and sympathized with the fact that mortal men would never respect her like they respected Odysseus. Even when she'd ended a famine in Corinth with her magic, and healed Atalanta, and defeated the bronze automaton Talos. She's a hero deserving of the same renown of any man, but no mortal will grant it to her.

"The only people she's ever harmed were the men stupid enough to hurt and underestimate her, and she knew they'd be too dead or stupid to avenge themselves." Her father and brother, stupid to think she'd allow them to kill the man she loved. Pelias, stupid enough to think he could break a promise to Medea's husband and then trust a ritual that required he be cut into pieces and boiled in a pot. Jason, stupid enough to discard her after she gave him everything. Creon, stupid enough to think a notorious witch would allow her husband to marry a younger woman without retaliation. "We've never done her wrong. And even if we had, she knows I'm not stupid enough to underestimate her, and not impotent enough to avenge myself if she crosses me."

Hermes doesn't like to hurt mortals. But he won't rule it out.

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